Dimetria Thinks...

I effing love this song. It makes me want to roll around in bed having sex all day hahaha. This is my BF’s ringtone ^_^

I had an epiphany today. I was in the bathroom checking myself out (because I do it 86389754 times a day :D ) and I realized I’m really happy. Like truly happy, with my health/body, with my relationship, my family, my decisions, my life in general. I know some days I’m super depressed, but everyone has down days every now and then.

I have THEE most amazing boyfriend, I’m sure your bf is pretty cool but he’s no fucking Jeff. :D We never fight, he’s always there for me, we both understand each other. No it’s not one of those “we’ll be together forever” things, it’s one of those “let’s enjoy each other as much as possible for however long we have.” He’s just the best, plain and simple.

My family is amazing, they’re so supportive of me and everything I do. They’re always there whenever I need someone to cry to and whatnot, and always full of advice. I’m so glad I stayed home for the summer to enjoy my family a little more. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to run around the yard with my little brothers again, so I’m savoring every minute :) My bestfriend is my down bitch! I love her to death, she’s always there no matter what.

I’ve been so self conscious about my weight for some reason and I’ve realized in the past few weeks that it’s not even necessary. My body is amazing, clean, healthy, beautiful. I love every curve and every scar. My beautiful brown skin. Wow I sound soooo self centered but I don’t care, I’ve been pretty down about myself for the longest time and now I’m finally seeing the light. :) I love my nappy hair, I’m tired of going to get it relaxed every fucking month just to look like everyone else. I am beautiful, and my life is the best it’s been in a very long time.

I just had to share that with you all
hahaha
=D